How Not To Cave

Okay fellas: Today I made a bad choice.

As I was driving down the road on my long commute, with my head pounding, my hot flashes kicking in, and my cravings poking at me like an annoying child, I reached in to glove compartment to grab my cell phone charger and low and behold, there was a can of Copenhagen snuff-full to the brim and unopened. I thought to myself that this must be a sign from the good lord (why else would he have let me forget that it was there?) right?

Here comes the bad choice: I fucking littered! I grabbed that fucking can without any hesitation, rolled down my window, and threw that entire fucking can out. Now, I understand that my bad choice could have had bad consequences for those in the car behind me that I forgot was there. I also understand that in the state of Idaho, that you can be fined for littering ranging from $500 to $1000. So, I made a bad choice that not only could have hurt someone, but it was down right against the law.

Moral of this true story: We all have a choice in whether we cave or not! You will hear this time and time again but you need to understand that it is the truth. I WANT to quit. I want to make my brothers, whom I have never met proud. I do NOT want to disappoint them. If you truly want something bad enough, then you will go to the end of the earth to get it. You will suffer for it. But eventually, it will be yours. It was my fucking choice with what I did. Throw it out or put a fatty in…..which one will you choose?

NOTE: This piece written by KillTheCan.org forum member Roadblock