More Rationalizations

…. the old I was a better less irritable person and life was better when I chewed rationalization.

Or I love my wife , girlfriend, midget tranny go fish partner too much to put them through this, I have to start dipping again.

It’s not worth it??? , I wonder how your support person is going to feel holding your hand while you have chemo. I wonder if you’ll think it was worth it then.

Withdrawal is temporary, get over yourself and relax brah, I can look you in the eye and tell you it’s worth it a million times over. The Only thing that shit is good for is keeping you addicted to it. The flip side is that everything is better without it.

That shit literally hijacked your mind, and your bodies ability to feel good without it.
No joke on this, you have to have a dip to get an endorphin release just to feel normal. Of course normal was what you would feel like if you never started. This shit better be pissing you off. You were getting date raped by UST while they stole your money, self respect, control, and even thoughts. Yeah thoughts, ever get in your car at some odd hour of the night when you’d rather be on the couch, because your out of dip? Ever lie to someone about chewing?

You finally escape, and now you miss the feel of that long cancerous shaft sticking to you one more time?

Little mind games your having are ALL addiction rationalizations. How many reasons a day have you come up with on why you should dip. For me it was the reward chew ( cause I quit) . The just when I’m ___________ insert stupid shit here. The only on weekend chew, the just with the boys dip, the just one, the can to help me concentrate, the my ______ died I feel sorry for myself chew, the I’m going to die of something anyway chew. The I’m too much of a dick without it chew.

One day at a time, you got this shit, get tough. I promise it is worth it

skoal monster – 478

NOTE: This piece written by KillTheCan.org forum member Skoal Monster